I was in the Vagina Monologues

I have been really busy the past few weeks, what with rehearsals and everything. I have been practicing my lines and getting the cards ready. So I have not made a post or anything. but here is one. I had a lot of fun with the many women on the cast, this was my second year to be in the play. The whole idea behind the thing is to raise awareness of violence against women and locally we raise money for the women's abuse center.
 

I was one of the two women playing part in the scene "They Beat the Boy out of my Girl.... or so They Tried"

it was the second year I did this I played with the same woman I did last year who happens to be a friend of mine.

this will be my last blog entry in this blog. I am setting up to move later in the year and I am planning to be Stealth when I  move to my new city so my new blog will make no mention of me being trans,

I Saw Bryan Fischer's Silly Bit on the School Massacre and I had to give a Reply

So when the Sandy Hook Elementary School tragedy happened Bryan Fischer took this as an opportunity to   try foist his  version of "god" upon everyone in the country again. He wants to force everyone to kneel down and be forced to worship HIS way to his being and not be free to have their choice of belief system or conscience! There is a separation of church and state in this nation for a reason. That reason is because every person worships in a different way. Your way is your business not mine and my lack of worship is not yours.

Here is my reply.

I Actually Made my First Youtube Video a Plea to the World

Please help me if you can! Like and Spread the word!

My Rape has been Determined NOT to be a Crime

The state sent me a letter and I found out from them that the pig who came out to my apartment and laughed at me about my rape and I had to force him to take me to the hospital perpetrated another crime against me! He messed up the crime report :(

I did everything right and went through 9 hours of humiliating photographs and swabs naked and all in a cold room. All for nothing. He wrote the thing up in such a way so that is came out that being beaten within an inch of my life and in the hospital for 24 hours because I was unconscious is NOT a crime!? Bastard!

Why do we even have a justice? system!

We need vigilantes again if I paid people to go after the men in our cities I would be safer!

Every day I have rednecks after me. I am not safe anywhere I go, I have to carry a 4,000,000 volt stun gun at the ready.

I would be in no more danger if I were in sub-Saharan Africa.

I Just got Blasted by an Incompentent at Brighthouse

Blasted by my internet provider and there really is not a thing I can do about this, in our cities monopolies are pretty much granted. I have two companies to choose from AT&T which requires a two year contract (and I am trying to move and the place I want to move to provides internet), or this nasty company I am with which messes my bill up every damned month. Not a month goes by that I don't pound my head against the wall trying to pay this damned bill. They don;t accept my card or my checks. They want me to come down to their damned office. I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING CAR! my daughter stole it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every month I try to get them to fix this system and this month they made me delete all my cookies to to try again I told the idiot this would erase my logins to all my pages she said no. Guess who was right? Me, I am ALWAYS right when it comes to things going wrong :(.

But I am screwed I can't change companies and I can't live without the internet, the fucking corporations win, the little person gets raped.

When can we rise up and take over this country from corporations?

I Decided to Give Craigslist a Try Again

I know it reeks of desperation but it is the easiest way of being local all the other dating sites are so widespread and I find so many scams on them. When I go on Zoosk or OKCupid I have had four times had someone try to run a scam on me and get money to be wired to them and they try to convince me they love me and then they fall sick or something funny happens (every single time!? :( ) isn't that weird!

so I decided to try to keep it local. I went with women for women because when I entered T4W it was unsearchable they only allow T4M to be searched they do not think T's can be lesbian. So I went into W4W and explained carefully who I was and asked not to be flagged as miscategorized. Then I was VERY explicit about the fact that I wanted NO men or couples and that I was a lesbian and not BI and that I did not want any solicitations.

Despite all that I get Men emailing me which I send to spam. Then I get whores sending me solicitations, and I get males hookers asking me to pay to actually top them as if I would EVER do that to ANYONE the idea is ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING to me!!!! :(

I Have Met Someone Online

She is really neat and wants to come meet me soon, she is at school now to get her certificat as a registered nurse. We have been chatting daily for a while now and we are getting close. It is nice to meet someone again. I really hope this works out. I have been holding my breath each night and waiting to talk to her each morning. It gets nicer every time we connect again.